早上的那一個夢,
是我心中一直所想的嗎...?
就因為夢境裡的片段和對話,
使心裡更忐忑,
既真實又迷幻...
日有所思, 夜有所夢嗎...?
明明就不想再想下去
腦電波卻還要喚起我這些感覺...
為什麼就總不能好好的下定決心,
狠心地擦掉過去,
為自己的未來好好去努力呢?
I was burst into tears when I saw this...
"Memories. Memories blur into dreams. Light brings them to truth.
Everything unforgiving. everything becoming hallow.
Loneliness consumes and there is no way back.
The places you played, the places you called home, the people you thought you loved,
all of them. reduced to a memory of another life.
A life you never lived.
All the yesterdays that came from tomorrow,
all the tomorrows that never came from yesterday.
A new beginning because
forever is never forever"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=710oAs1OXgU
所有的回憶,
和現實的對比,
令我覺得,
我好像從沒這樣活過般.
但只是我們也沒想到,
從前所說的永遠,
並不真正代表永遠。
其實...今天本來是美好的一天的...
為什麼又...要因為這些事把自己弄得如此悲傷?
快樂...為何變得那麼困難?
何時我才能走出這個陰霾之下?
