Every person should be given a poison tablet on the day he or she reaches maturity. A solemn ceremony should accompany this presentation, not in order to lure people to suicide, on the contrary, to let everybody live with the certainty that they are lords and masters of their own life and death.
-- M. Kundera, The Farewell Party
又到左搵工搵到自我形象好低落o既時候喇. 究竟幾時先可以有著落? 呢種o係屋企hea o既生活過一兩個星期就話爽o者, 但係無止境地做毛葉油聞實在唔係好舒服. 補習o既時候聽到一位朋友o既好消息, 戥佢高興o既同時, 都會諗下自己o既境況.... 唔通我要如王子所批, 去做戲子?
繼續HP5.
今日開左個唔係太好o既頭.
話說今日媽咪番鄉下, 佢尋晚話要淨係食生果, 費事搭車嘔 (我同細佬都覺得唔會有呢件事發生, 因為今次我地會搭機場快線; 呢件事我地講左10 萬次). 雖然我唔駛番, 但係我都要陪佢搭車, 帶佢行去機場快線 (然後我就功成身退, 一條友搭番屋企). 今朝晨早流流8 點起身, 我搞好晒所有野之後, 媽咪訓o係梳化度問我食唔食早餐, 我問佢有咩食, 佢話落樓下餐廳. 我隨口窒左佢一句「你尋晚就係為左唔好嘔所以先成晚淨係食生果o者, 宜家你又要走去食早餐!?」.
接住落黎, 媽咪冇乜點講野, even 我叫佢「係咪落街食早餐呀」佢都只係冷淡地回應我一句「唔食喇」. 問佢駛唔駛幫佢拎行李佢又話「唔駛」, 著鞋o個陣又大大力掉對鞋落地. 細佬對住我做口型問我「做咩呀」....
最後, 我決定唔去 (都要多得佬佬o個句「去咩丫, 佢都自己行左去啦」).
我明白以上都係我主觀描述, 但係我真係唔明佢嬲乜. 佢嬲我窒佢? 佢嬲我唔理佢肚餓? 佢嬲我一起身第一句就係窒佢? Well. 我唔知, 我真係唔知.
P.S. o係11:30 左右, 我收到媽咪o既SMS, 話佢起飛喇.
Tonight I made my first adventure to Lohas Park on foot (route as highlighted in the above). Just as Charlies Muntz the great explorer said, ADVENTURE IS OUT THERE!
By the way, it's better walking than jogging, to be honest. Having a pair of muscular legs isn't my wish.
呢兩日都係俾歌圍住我~ 係Alice's theme 同埋陳奕迅o既《一絲不掛》. 我鍾意《一》多過《無人之境》同《陀飛輪》好多喎.... 至少《一》catch 到我. 個人覺得《無》當時只係挾住Eason 同Kay o既新聞而有d noise; 《陀》就話係Wyman 送俾Eason o既男人四件事(酒:《葡萄成熟時》; 車:《人車誌》; 相機:《沙龍》; 錶:《陀飛輪》)最後一擊. 呢d 對我黎講都只係震耳欲聾o既雷聲. 呢樣野令我諗起Music & Lyric(s) 入面Hugh GRANT 同Drew BARRYMORE 爭論一首歌究竟係旋律定歌詞重要d, 我肯定係企o係Hugh o個邊~
